Friday was mainly about prepping for Shabbat for the most of it.

On Friday night I was very tired. Normally I never remember my dreams, but last night I woke up twice, from nightmares.

In both nightmares, I died.

In one of them I was going up the stairs and the stairs were falling apart and falling down with me…

The second one I was falling down in a different way. But again, I ended up dead.

I woke up very disturbed at 2am.
I tried to go back to sleep for a little bit, and eventually got out of bed at 7am.
Luckily I wasn’t doing anything today.
But I was so tired for the whole day.

After Shabbat was out I googled it.
I knew dying in your dream means a long life, well – at least that…

Falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life.
To die in your dream symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or your life… although such a dream may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm as it is often considered a positive symbol.

The explanation says it all.

Now, I guess, you can say that after 52 days of lockdownw it gets to me…